Archives: Dezember 2004
December 30, 2004
Letzter Eintrag 2004
Jetzt ist es also an der Zeit Bilanz zu ziehen. Wieder ein Jahr vorbei. Und ein neues beginnt.
Ich gehöre nicht zu den Menschen, die Listen von guten Vorsätzen führen, die sie dann brechen. Also kann ich jetzt hier auch nicht auflisten, was ich alles nicht geschafft habe.
2004 war ein eigenartiges Jahr. Ein Jahr mit vielen wirren Gefühlen. Ein Jahr der Ungewissheit und des Zweifels. Alles in Frage gestellt, keine Antworten gefunden.
Über eines bin ich froh: Ich bin meiner Mutter gefühlsmässig ein Stück näher gekommen und fange an zu verstehen.
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December 24, 2004
December 23, 2004
The one and only unforgotten hero of late night talk ...
Nicht verpassen heute Abend: Harald Schmidt is coming back home. ARD 21.45h
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December 21, 2004
I am what I am ...
... and what I am needs no excuses.
by Gloria Gaynor
Habe gerade ein paar Monate zurückgedacht, und dabei festgestellt, dass der allererste Impuls wohl der Richtige war. Ich hätte gar nicht erst anfangen sollen zu denken und zu reden. Gar nicht erst zuhören und versuchen zu verstehen. Letztendlich weiss der eigene Bauch immer am besten, was gut für Dich ist.
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2003 Juli (20)
I'm catchin' this south bound train
I've had enough of the pouring rain
Chilled to the bone
I have to go.
Love was never a friend of mine
the only friend that I have is time
It's down the track
Ain't looking back.
Mexico, o Mexico
I long to see your border town
Mexico, o Mexico
Adios mi corazon.
The cars are clickin' the night along
But all I hear is a heartbreak song
Haunting me
Relentlessly.
Come the morning and I will stand
On the banks of the Rio Grande
A brand new day
Wash those tears away.
Mexico, o Mexico
I long to see your border town
Mexico, o Mexico
Adios mi corazon.
There's nothin' like the feel
Of the steel against the steel
And you can't forget
The crying of the rail.
There's nothin' like the sight
Of a moonlit desert night
To heal a broken heart
That was so frail.
Mexico, o Mexico
I long to see your border town
Mexico, o Mexico
Adios mi corazon.
O Mexico. mhm...
by Trisha Yearwood
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December 20, 2004
2003 Juli (19)
You say you want to be friends
Thats a newly sharpened blade
That's a dagger to the heart
Of the promises we made
That's a chapter full of pain
A season full of rain
A dark and stormy night
Spent all alone
Friends
Get scattered by the wind
Tossed upon the waves
Lost for years on end
Friends
Slowly drift apart
They give away their hearts
Maybe call you
Now and Then
But you wanna be
Just friends
You say you love me very much
And you'll always hold me dear
Those are the sweetest words
I never want to hear
What's a love without desire
A flame without a fire
Can't warm me late at night
When I need you most
Friends
Get scattered by the wind
Tossed upon the waves
Lost for years on end
Friends
Slowly drift apart
They give away their hearts
Maybe call you
Now and Then
But you wanna be
Just friends
Friends
Slowly drift apart
They give away their hearts
Maybe call you now and then
Darling can't you see
This is killing me
We could never be
Just Friends
by John Michael Montgomery
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December 19, 2004
Never wanted this
Manchmal muss man Dinge tun, die man nie tun wollte, weil man sonst eingeht... Und trotzdem hat man dabei das Gefühl zu sterben.
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2003 Juli (18)
When your heart is all alone
Every second seems so long
When it's just you, you can't see through
Those ol' clouds that rain so blue
But when somebody loves you
There's nothing you can't do
When somebody loves you
It's easy to get through
When somebody loves you
The way I love you
When it's late, the sun hangs low
By yourself, nowhere to go
Sing a song, you dance alone
Play solitaire and stare at the phone
But when somebody loves you
There's nothing you can't do
When somebody loves you
It's easy to get through
When somebody loves you
The way I love you
So let's put aside our foolish pride
And let our hearts say hello
We both agree we're just no good
At bein' on our own
'Cause when somebody loves you
There's nothing you can't do
When somebody loves you
It's easy to get through
When somebody loves you
The way I love you
The way I love you
The way I love you
by Alan Jackson
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December 18, 2004
2003 Juli (17)
I made the worst mistake
One fool could ever make
Tell me it’s not to late
What can I do
If I could hold you tight
I’d have the world tonight
Everything would be alright
If I had you
by Alan Jackson
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December 17, 2004
Job für eine Freundin
Eine Freundin von mir hat dieses Jahr ihren Job verloren, weil die Firma in eine andere Stadt umgezogen ist. Sie wohnt in Mexiko Stadt in eher ärmlichen Verhältnissen mit ihrem kleinen Sohn bei ihrer Mutter. Ihr Einkommen hat sozusagen die kleine Familie ernährt.
Jetzt sucht sie seit einigen Monaten einen neuen Job, und ich überlege gerade, wie ich ihr dabei helfen könnte. Sie hat keinen Schulabschluss, schreibt so wie sie redet (grammatikalisch nicht allzu korrekt) und kann auch sonst nicht allzu viele Qualifikationen vorweisen.
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Google Answers
Für alle, die zu faul sind, selbst die unendlichen Weiten des Internets nach zu durchqueren: Google Answers.
Auch ein netter Nebenjob für Studenten: Google Researcher für Google Answers. Und sehr beliebt: Momentan werden keine Kandidaten mehr angenommen.
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2003 Juli (16)
Holding you
I held everything
For a moment
The Dance by Garth Brooks
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December 16, 2004
2003 Juli (15)
No one can make me cry, make me laugh
Make me smile or drive me mad like she does
It's like the curse that is the cure
Better or worse one thing's for sure
It's real love
And I don't know what I'd do
If I lost it.
by Kenny Chesney
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December 15, 2004
2003 Juli (14)
...
Please tell me you will remember
No matter how much I do wrong
That I had the best of intentions all along
...
And if you could read my heart
Then you'd know without exception
It was all with the best of intentions
So here I am asking forgiveness
And praying that you'll understand
Don't think I take you for granted
I know just how lucky I am
Though you deserve so much better
You won't find devotion more true
Cause I've had the best of intentions
...
by Travis Tritt
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December 14, 2004
2003 Juli (13)
Hey baby I love you
Hey baby I need you
Hey baby you ain't got to prove to me
Your some kind of macho man
You wasted so much of your life running through the dark nights
Let me shine a little love light down on the blues man
by Alan Jackson
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December 13, 2004
2003 Juli (12)
you say you're heart's been broken
and you just can't win
you say that you'll never find love again
let me tell you friend
you can't give up on love
that's the one thing we've got to keep going
cause it don't come easy and it's so hard to hold
but you can't give up on love
looked out my window and what did I see?
it's another broken family
the kids are stayin' with mama at home
daddy's livin in a house all alone
you can't give up on love
that's the one thing we've got to keep going
cause it don't come easy and it's so hard to hold
but you can't give up on love
troubled times make it hard to stay
so many lovers take the easy way
but don't go crazy and jump ship too soon
cause everday can't be a honeymoon
you can't give up on love
that's the one thing we've got to keep going
cause it don't come easy and it's so hard to hold
but you can't give up on love
no you can't give up on love
oh you can't give up on love
by Alan Jackson
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December 12, 2004
Resistent
Seit gestern ist mein Weblog wieder Spam-resistent und die Kommentarfunktion ist wieder freigeschaltet. Wer mehr über das Skript wissen möchte, wende sich bitte vertrauensvoll an meinen Weblog-Security-Berater: Pepino.
Danke Pepino!
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2003 Juli (11)
I Made a promise to myself
Locked it way deep down inside
Told my heart we'd wait it out
Swore we'd never compromise
Oh I'd rather be alone
Like I am tonight
Than settle for the kind of love
That fades before the morning light
Silence stared me in the face
And I finally heard its voice
It seemed to softly say
That in love you have no choice
Today I got the answer
And there's a world of truth behind it
Love is out there waiting somewhere
You just have to go and find it
I believe in love
I believe in love
Love that's real
Love that's strong
Love that lives
On and on
Yes I believe in love
by Dixie Chicks
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December 11, 2004
2003 Juli (10)
Some people have it
Some people don't
Some people never will
Sometimes its hard to know when you got it
Sometimes its perfectly clear
Well I know it's out there
I've seen it happen
I know the way it should feel
'Cause there's no mistakin
That good kind of achin
Of once in a lifetime
Once in a lifetime love
Love like we've all dreamed of
it may go disguised
right before you very eyes
once in a lifetime love
So if you think you've got it
You feel it inside ya
Don't let it slip away
You may not ever
Find what you never
Thought you had anyway
You've always had it
Just realize it
You know how lucky you are
To wake up beside
What some never find
A Once in a lifetime love
Once in a lifetime love
Love like we've all dreamed of
It may go disguised
Right before your eyes
A Once in a lifetime love
It may go disguised
Right before your eyes
A Once in a lifetime love
by Alan Jackson
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December 10, 2004
No Comments Please
Aufgrund der erhoehten Spam-Belaestigung im Moment, habe ich mich entschlossen, die Kommentar-Funktion abzuschalten, bis eine Loesung gefunden ist.
Grmpfl...
Nachtrag 11.12.2004 um 03:08 Uhr:
Die Kommentare sind nun wieder offen und die automatischen Spammer dürften nun hoffentlich endgültig in die Röhre schauen...
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2003 Juli (9)
Ordinary ... no
Really don't think so
Not a love this true
Common Destiny
We were meant to be
me & you
Like a perfect scene
From a movie screen
We're a dream come true
Suited perfectly
For eternity
me & you
Everyday, I need you even more
And the night time too
Theres no way I could ever let you go, even if I wanted to
Everyday I live
Try my best to give
All I have to you
Thank the stars above, that we share this love
me & you
Everyday, I need you even more
And the night time too
Theres no way I could ever let you go, even if I wanted to
Ordinary, no
Really don't think so
Just a precious few
ever make it last
get as lucky as
me & you
by Kenny Chesney
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December 09, 2004
X-Mas Shopping
Heute hatte ich Gelegenheit, die Vorteile des derzeit eher schwachen Dollars zu nutzen. Innerhalb von ca. drei Stunden habe ich die Hälfte aller meiner Weihnachtsgeschenke eingekauft. Und zwar dort: Woodfield Mall
Normalerweise werden solche kurzfristigen Geschenk-Einkauf-Aktionen immer teuer, weil ich mir da nicht die Zeit nehme, nach günstigeren Alternativen zu suchen. Heute hatte irgendendwie alles was mir gut gefallen hat auch den passenden Preis. ;-)
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2003 Juli (8)
I wish you still wanted me
You Look So Good In Love by George Strait
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December 08, 2004
Meet a Geek
'Geeks sind Nerds mit Reallife.' (unbekannt)
via Wikipedia
Ich glaube ich bin heute dem Prototypen eines solchen Geeks begegnet. Faszinierend!
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2003 Juli (7)
Forgive me if I'm keeping you apart from better conversation
Hung up on all my doubt trying to sort the whole thing out
Tell me that I'm smart enough to deal with all the information
Spinning inside my head every word he ever said
Maybe I can stand alone
Maybe I'm strong as stone
Even though the bird has flown
Maybe he'll fly on home
by Alison Krauss
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December 07, 2004
2003 Juli (6)
Deep in the night
And by the light of day
It always looks the same
True love always does
Here by your side or a million miles away
Nothin' is ever gonna change the way I feel
The way it is, is the way that it was
When I said I do, I meant that I will
Til' the end of all time
Be faithful and true, devoted to you
That's what I had in mind, when I said I do.
by Clint Black
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December 06, 2004
Übersee
Flüge, die länger als 7 Stunden dauern sind echt eine Qual! Nach über 9 Stunden bin ich heute vollkommen kaputt in Chicago angekommen. 17h Nachmittags Ortszeit. Super, viel zu früh um schon schlafen zu gehen! Aber jetzt kann ich so langsam ist ja schon viertel nach neun...
Hab mich ein bißchen geärgert, dass ich nicht Business Class fliegen durfte. Aber dieser Shuttle Service hat dann doch ein wenig dafür entschädigt:
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2003 Juli (5)
If I could hold you now
Just for a moment If I could really make you mine
Just for a while, turn back the hands of time
If I could only hold you now
Lovin' Arms by Dixie Chicks
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December 05, 2004
2003 Juli (4)
And the only thing
That keeps me sane, is comin home
When the sun goes down
You know how to set things right
Let's put the day behind us
And bring on the night
Bring on the night
And pull down the shades
Lock the world outside
And throw the key away
And turn on the feelings
And turn out the lights
Lets call it a day
And bring on the night
by Alan Jackson
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December 04, 2004
2003 Juli (3)
There's so many things I didn't say
And even though it may be too late
I want you to know I still love you so
...
When I close my eyes you're all I see
In the dark of night you're in my dreams
Throughout the day you're easy to find
You're always there when I close my eyes.
In my mind I know you're far away
But here in my heart nothing has changed
I'm still holding you like I used to
...
by Kenny Chesney
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December 03, 2004
2003 Juli (2)
Well I never thought I'd be
lying here without you by my side.
It seems unreal to me,
that the life you promised was a lie.
You made it look so easy,
making love into memories.
I guess you got what you wanted,
but what about me? 'cause
Without you I'm not okay,
And without you I've lost my way.
My heart's stuck in second place.
ooh ,Without you.
Somebody tell my head to try to tell my heart,
That I'm better off without you.
by Dixie Chicks
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December 02, 2004
2003 Juli (1)
And that's why God mad Mexico
A place where we can lay low
Where the Cuervo goes down nice and slow
And the warms winds blow
That's why God made Mexico
Life is sweet in a border town
You learn to let your hair down
And you don't make trouble
You learn to dance the fandango
You change your name and you change your face
Get used to beans and chili paste
And you learn to live and love life in the slow lane
by Tim McGraw
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